By Matt Butler

Tough Week

I don’t know if it’s better to say “f*ck you” or say nothing.

The spectrum of emotions I’ve felt this week have nearly sent me spiralling. I don’t know if I should feel compassion, anger, frustration, resentment…

I think feeling all of them at once have formed a concoction that’s been far too hard to swallow.

I bottled them and bottled them. But I’m sober now.

I’ve felt empty, reclusive and dismissive in the past couple of days. And the stressed of this work haven’t helped.

I hope to settle this soon so I don’t have to think of it in the same way again but until then I’m breathing deep.

F*ck this, I’ve got scamps to do.