
I’m not fucking leaving
“SCA is a cult“, “nobody can leave it alive“, that’s the kind of thing I heard for a week before making my decision to stay.
Well it’s not that false… Not in terms of religious veneration of course, but more for the “devotion directed towards a particular figure or object“. Can we say we are all devoted to Marc? Definitely YES!!
I don’t know if I have ever been devoted that much to something else before… except for One Direction back in the days. (I was in secondary school! Don’t judge me)
I might be a sadomasochist staying in a school where I work from 7 am to 11 pm (no worries Max it’s only a few days… well.. most of the week… well okay, everyday!). But at least we can have some rest during the breaks! Again, that’s not true. I feel like I have never worked that much before, even when I had to pass my high school exams, but I feel sooo good.
The other choice I had was to go back to my French school but after the excitement of SCA, mostly because it was only for 3 months, it would have been too calm to go back to my little French life.
Back to SCA, back to Brixton.
I now have new projects, objectives in my life. Few months ago, when I was still thinking that I would be back in France in January (poor little thing, you don’t know what’s happening here!) all of that was different. All I wanted was to find an internship… in Paris… BORING! Now I want to win a D&AD award, travel all around the world from agencies to agencies even if for now I’m enjoying London so much.
I can’t wait to come back to London, with my huge bags, in the trains, in the tube, in the accommodation … It will be so much fun, not for me, but for the people who will see me trying to control the biggest bag I ever had. Seriously, you can hide someone in there! Maybe I can bring a friend in London that way so she won’t pay for the tickets.
For this SCAB, (nice, you’re telling us the aim of the SCAB at the end… good job Juliette!), I feel like I just write what’s in my head right now, at the moment. And it’s a little bit like I have a conversation with my inner self, zouz. I’m not strange, well maybe a little, but I really have another me inside who is more like the extrovert Juliette, the crazy one for sure.
I’m also tired so that’s why there isn’t a real real subject… but I like it that way.
Well that’s it for this episode of « What’s happening in my head ».
Bye everyone
Juliette/ Zouz Delprat